Maria Matelli Rhodes

Mama, I miss you terribly.  I have done so much already since you left, I am hoping so much to make you and daddy proud.  I have been told that I already have but in my heart it doesn't seem like it, I love you with all my heart and soul mother, I miss you so much that it tears me into pieces, and I don't know how to take it anymore.  I need you next to me to guide me and to help me, I know you are in spirit but it's not the same.  I wish we could go back to the way it used to be and be able to talk every night after work as we did before, and be able to ask you for advice as like before, and be able to come to you and cry in front of you and not feel ashamed about it.  When I was having my problems with Chris you were the only one of the family who would listen to me, you were and to be honest, still are the only one I can trust with most of my secrets.  I miss you terribly mama, and I hope you know that I still love you every moment of every day I will always love and miss you!!

 

Much Love and Many Blessings,

~Kirsarehna Marie~

hey~

i miss you so much and i feel sad that everyone that lost you is in grief because i am still and the most i feel sad on is that i have so many questions that i wanna ask  or wanted to ask you and just did not know how to ask them until you died that night when you did pass i didnt know what to think..

I MISS YOU!

No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

No matter what you were always there for me, whenever I thought of myself being a screw up, or when I didn't feel like I was in the right place, all I had to do was come to you and all that changed.  No matter what was going on in my life you were always there, I did everything I could to keep you out of pain mama, and I'm sorry I failed you on that promise.  But now you no longer are in pain and I am thankful for that, though I am very sorry for the kind of suffering you had to endure in order to finally be in peace.  Please tell daddy that we miss him and we love you both.  You did an incredible job with all three of us, and you may not have realized it but you had a much bigger family around our little town then many people.  No matter what mama, I will always love you and miss you. 

Much Love and Many Blessings,

~Kirsarehna Marie~

We always feel a loss for loved ones when they leave : however the pain for you is gone and you are a beautiful angel in the warmth of Gods glory.  So as we have much saddness Maria, it is for only a short time.  We will see you soon and know you are in a far better place. I will remember you always in prayer and ask two thing of you:

1. Please say hi to your Uncle Joe , Aunt Millie, and Auntie Irma for me

2.Please pray for the rest of us here on earth.